Tuesday, October 21, 2008

i lied

This past Saturday I went to get my hair cut. As I was sitting in the chair that lady asked me what i was going to do the rest of the day. I replied with carve pumpkins. I had planned to carve them with greg and daisy who yes is my dog. she responded and said oh that sounds like fun how old is your child? in my head i'm thinking i can answer this 2 ways:

option 1- i have a 4 year old little girl named daisy. she is really smart for her age and is the cutest little thing you have ever seen. she is going to be a ballerina for halloween too.

option 2- i don't have any children i'm carving pumpkins with my dog. to which the lady will say "oh are you ever going to have any?" which is the standard question or response. Then you feel like you either have to lie and say "someday" or you tell the complete stranger that you have been trying to get pregnant for 2 years and have been doped up on fertility medicine for about half of that. that your fertility doctor who you have been seeing since march is hopeful that quadrupling the medication (no matter how crazy it makes you)will work and if it doesn't he knows a great doctor in denver for invitro.

After thinking about it for a few seconds i answered with option 1.

the pumpkins were great...and daisy's pumpkin was done like a block of cheese.